What Does It Mean? Oh, I Know!

Dulu kan gue pernah tanya-tanya ke temen gue tentang masalah asmara gitu. Waktu itu dia bilang 10 Mei sama 10 Agustus. Nah di situ gue bingung. Tapi sekarang, gue tau kenapa dia nyebutin tanggal itu. Jadi maksudnya 10 Mei itu tanggal spesial, awal dr semua cerita "kita". Tapi 10 Agustus itu udah bukan tanggal spesial lagi, karena cerita tadi udah selesai sebelum tanggal itu

If You're Not The One

 

Hello. Ini gue bukan bermaksud nyampah, menggalau, atau sejenisnya ya. Gue cuma mau sharing lagu yang menurut gue cukup enak didengar nih. Yes, its "If You're Not The One" by Daniel Bedingfield! Well, lagunya udah dari jaman November 2002 sih. Tapi lagunya tetep enak kok. Apalagi suaranya si om Daniel ini keren abis kayak cewek gitu. Selain itu si Om Daniel ganteng pula #eh. Ya udah daripada panjang lebar, mending cekidot deh. Sekalian gue bonusin liriknya :D



If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today

'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?

Thanks For The Memories

Cerdas Istimewa? Well, ini memang dua kata yang artinya cukup "wah". Semua berawal dari sini 26 Juli 2010, hari pertama masuk sekolah. Gue emang anak yang susah bergaul, jadi selama berbulan-bulan temen gue ya cuma itu-itu aja. Itu? Ya, 3 orang anak dari kelas pas MOS. Namanya Indrawan, Echa, dan Deha. Uniknya, ketiga anak itu akhirnya mengundurkan diri dari CI. Ini pun menuntut gue untuk jadi lebih terbuka dan bergaul dengan lebih banyak orang.

Jujur, awalnya emang gue gak betah di kelas ini. Bukan karena pelajarannya, tapi karena temen-temennya. Tapi lama-kelamaan, gue bisa menikmatinya. Ternyata mereka semua itu orangnya asyik dan unik. Akhirnya, tahun pertama di CI bisa gue lewati dengan cukup mulus.

Tahun kedua? Okay, I really love this class! Kebersamaannya, kekeluargaannya, everything. Tapi sayangnya gue masih terlalu cupu dan belum bener-bener bisa "nyatu" secara keseluruhan. Tahun kedua, berarti kita punya adek kelas. Nah ini yang membuat saya semakin berubah. Awalnya gue selalu bingung kalo ngomong atau twitter-an sama cewek. Sekarang gue malah sangat terbuka sama semua orang, dan udah nggak pernah gagap kalo ngomong sama cewek.

Kenangan? Wah, terlalu banyak kenangan selama dua taun di SMA 8 Yogyakarta ini. Mulai dari jalan-jalan enam anak CI (gue, Anam, Wafi, Linda, Tessa, Venska), sampai Prom Nite awal Juli lalu. I have so many great friends here. Mulai dari temen sekelas kayak Wafi, Asep, Anam, Mamat, Ucup, Ika, Linda, Venska, dll sampe kakak dan adek kelas macem Mas Rama, Mbak Sitha, Mbak Fera, Ridha, Dinda, Dian, Rana, Nurul, Fani, Akhid, dsb.

Ya udah, waktu terus berlalu. Sekarang gue udah kuliah, gue udah harus berpisah sama semua itu. So, I'd like to say thank you very much to all of my great friends. See you delayota! See you friends! Thanks for the memories :')

Maroon 5 ft Wiz Khalifa - Payphone

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of sh*t
One more f***ing love song, I'll be sick.

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of my bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of sh*t
One more f***ing love song, I'll be sick.
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa:]
Man, f*** that sh*t
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairy tales are full of sh*t
One more f***ing love song, I'll be sick.

Now I'm at a payphone...

Grenade

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for ya, baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire
Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Ooh, you never do the same
No, no, no, no

Do You Know How Does It Feel?

You love someone but she didn't realize it. She treats you like a stranger. She doesn't call you for days, weeks, and maybe for months. I think friends is more important than your "close friend". I agree with that. But, you really love your friend than me. 90% for your friends and only 10% for me. Do you know how does it feel? So sick, so hurt, terrible. I don't know what should i do. Is it the end? No, I don't want to end this story. I'm so happy with this story, even I'm only a stranger in your eyes

Hello!!

Halo dunia! Setelah lama vakum, saya kembali dgn status baru! Bukan in a relationship ya, tapi sebagai mahasiswa Kimia UGM! Cihuuuuy!! :D
Seriously, gue seneng banget saat ini. Ya meskipun Kimia itu bukan pilihan pertama, tapi ya tetep aja gue bangga karena bisa jd bagian dr Universitas Gadjah Mada. Bayangkan, dari 51ribuan peserta SNMPTN, cuma 3599 anak yg beruntung bisa jd mahasiswa baru UGM. Wah sudahlah, rupanya cukup sekian postingan saya yg cukup geje ini. Yg penting ini udah cukup untuk menandai comeback saya di dunia perblogan ini. Oiya, selamat jg buat para mahasiswa baru yg berhasil melewati SNMPTN 2012 :)